Song of the moment: All That Remains

The song of the moment is by Fozzy, lead singer is a WWE wrestler (thanks to DH, I know who the wrestlers are!). The current CD is one of 6 loaded in the Subaru right now...

The reason I chose this song is because the two miscarriages I have had are now reminders of the decisions we made to try to have another child sooner than we had originally planned on. Had we waited like we planned to do until C was 2 years old, maybe we could have saved ourselves the heartache. But, we cannot escape the decisions we made, and can only learn from them and grow.

Also, some of the things are thought were important in ours lives don't seem to be as important anymore. These losses have forced us to reevaluate our priorities, and focus on them...

"All That Remains"

Looking over my shoulder at the road that follows
What once seemed to matter now dust at my feet
Memories whisper at the edge of perception
Silent reminders of a life incomplete

And all that remains
Are the scars to remind me
And all the lives I've thrown away
And all that remains
Are the bars that confine me
To a past I can't escape

Words that are unspoken are now reminders
Each second dies a silent death unmourned
I tried as a martyr to lead her, to guide her
Now I'm alone painted by the color of scorn

And all that remains
Are the scars to remind me
And all the lives I've thrown away
And all that remains
Are the bars that confine me
To a past I can't escape