Friday, March 21, 2008

I miss you, my sweet little girl

Today, I lost you two years ago...and I still miss you, every day, even with the joy coming into our lives in June.

I know that some of the doctors are not sure if you really were a little girl from the results of testing reports - but, I do believe you would have been my little girl. Dr. D believes it, and so do I.

I also know you have been visiting our house in the last week or so... Chris keeps mentioning that he sees an angel, a little girl named "Sarah," in the corner of our bedroom...his soon-to-be shared room with E2. And, I know he sees you...Chris has a way about him in which he senses things. He has demonstrated that several times in the past. Chris is happy when he sees "Sarah" and wants us to say hello as well, which we do. I do hope you will stay around and watch over your brothers, in their new room.

** ETA: Chris mentioned tonight that it is "Sarah's birthday" today while eating dinner. I am speechless...and, at the same time, comforted. **

I love you...and I miss you always,

Mommy

9 comments:

The Town Criers said...

Just sitting with you as you remember today, Tina.

Casdok said...

A beautiful and touching post.

SaraS-P said...

Sarah has a special place in your heart - always.

Kristen said...

I just wanted to wish you a happy blogoversary today and to let you know that I am remembering as well. XOXO

Aurelia said...

I'm sorry hon.

Crikit, Sparky & Ginger said...

we stopped by to say Happy Blogoversary, beautiful post and what a blessing to have your angel watching over ya'll

waggin TX tails

Dianne said...

your post brought me to some tears... i love how he senses her.. that is amazing. happy belated birthday to "sarah" and big hugs to you Tina
love di

serenity said...

chills here.

Hugs and love to you.

xxxx

Joy said...

Precious post. Awesome about Chris.