Tuesday, August 29, 2006

Can't wait to shake this jittery feeling

Finally, my GP's office got it right - the thyroid scan and uptake is scheduled for 9/13 at 8 am. But, it just seems so far away to have any answers....and so long before I can get rid of (or really lessen, at least) the anxiety and jittery and shakiness I have been feeling for months now. I am so tired of waiting for things to happen...

I think I am ready for the MFM appointment tomorrow.... A little more than 24 hours from now, some of the questions I have been waiting so long to have answered will (hopefully) be answered. All I have to do is print out my charts from after Chris was born until now, so I have them on hand (in case they want them).

Vacation is just around the corner - I CAN'T WAIT!!!! If I can make it to Saturday without wanting to "hurt" my Director, it will be all good. :)

Not that I dislike my Director or anything - he has been so wonderful to me during all of the losses and struggles of the last year or so, I can't imagine working anywhere else. But, I just can't handle the workload right now - I panic when he throws things my way now, which has never been a problem in the past for me. I am afraid to open my e-mail in the morning to see the barrage of e-mails from him of things that have to get done (and here I sit on Blogger! Haha!). Guess I just need to try to slow down a bit now...not that I can right now. We have so many projects coming up, and not enough staff to handle it all. I hope the week or so off will refresh me a bit...

Will post an update tomorrow after the MFM appointment...

3 comments:

Joy said...

Oh, Tina, I'm sorry you have to wait so long for your appt on the 13th.

I really went back in time when I read about your anxiety over work projects. That is exactly how I felt when I worked at the college. I dreaded to see "him" coming or an e-mail from "him." I am sorry you are going through this, in addition to everything else.

Hang in there - vacation is right around the corner!! I, too, hope you get some much needed R&R!

dawn said...

Just wanted you to know that I will be thinking about you tomorrow. I hope the appointment goes well with MFM. I can come help you with work I need to get out of the house!!

ilyse said...

Good luck at your appointment!! I will be thinking about you.